Author: love_killed_the_superstar
Description: She wishes she could say something. She wishes she could run to Garnet and bawl her eyes out and be listened to. She wishes she could find Bismuth's gem buried under a mountain of rubble, set her free and scream her heart out. She wishes she could confess, admit, speak her mind just once as these terrible thoughts plague her.A Two-Gem Play
But it's a private emotion, and no excess of guilt will bleed this truth away. (Spoilers for A Single Pale Rose.)